I've been in the grips of a mass depression this past month. Far worse than I've ever had before. Its been so bad that my lover has appointed a baby-sitter for me this week while he is away for work so that I don't do anything stupid.
Normally I would fight against this. I would argue that I'm okay. I have lived with it always and know the ins-and-outs of it. But this time it is so strong that I have to just hold up my arms and let people do what they believe is best for me because I'm not sure what that is right now. I don't know the 'out'. I have to accept the help that I am offered.
But there are a few things that I do know .....
I know that my lover loves me so truly. And he will never break my heart.
I know that I have strong friends to hold me up.