I've been in the grips of a mass depression this past month. Far worse than I've ever had before.  Its been so bad that my lover has appointed a baby-sitter for me this week while he is away for work so that I don't do anything stupid. 

Normally I would fight against this. I would argue that I'm okay.  I have lived with it always and know the ins-and-outs of it.  But this time it is so strong that I have to just hold up my arms and let people do what they believe is best for me because I'm not sure what that is right now. I don't know the 'out'. I have to accept the help that I am offered.

But there are a few things that I do know .....

I know that my lover loves me so truly. And he will never break my heart.

I know that this strange duo makes me smile every day no matter what. 
 

I know that I have strong friends to hold me up.
 

And I am thankful for this.

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[flutter]

oh, you are such a beautiful heart

[krista]

Bozena- I adore you. And for the record, I bet your strong friends holding you up are stronger for knowing you.